Strumming Some Heartstrings
at 12:39 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE~~~
The Forever Number 1 in my heart =)
I love you!!!
生日快乐!!!
xoxo,
MAYDAY501
at 12:29 AM
My heart kept telling me: Santa is actually waiting for me!!!
But everything is too late now!
One month ago is Xixi, now its your turn.
I just couldnt describe how sad and how regret i am now. You was sick for around 3 weeks. I asked sister that why didnt I thought of going back to visit you, why am i just so lazy to do it.
Well, did you get disappointed on me? When I get to know that you was already in a very serious condition,i thought of going back on this weekend,but in the end i just couldnt make it in time,you are no longer in this world anymore. I wont be able to see you again. I could never forgive myself for this. You look so happy and hyper whenever i went to visit you, everytime i felt glad that you haven't forget me. Actually i am really scared that you will just forget me when you get a new owner, but you never.
Sister told me that there will be many regrets in our life, and just bear that in mind, dont ever repeat the same mistake, dont do things that will make myself regret again. Santa will feel happy cos at least I learnt something from him and gain this experience from him.
I am fine,so dont worry about me jya! Thank you so much to be there for me!!!
I dont know whether if its I think too much or not, your face seems kinda sad in this picture. And this was the day i'm going to give you to other people and asked her to help and take care of you. Sorry but i have no choice. The pic had been taken for more than 2 years but I didnt even realised it until yesterday or maybe its just my imagination.
Good Bye My Christmas Baby!
xoxo,
MAYDAY501
January 2008
